I just don't know...

For those not familar with my blog, I live in the Bible belt. In fact I live on the buckle. You can't throw a rock without hitting a church. No joke. I was raised Baptist, but my parents did not attend church. I attended various churches, and learned...

So I am really struggling....

with all of these small children dying in crazy ways. Just read where a set of three year old twins drowned at a family gathering. The parents had let the boys go outside with a group of other kids, including an older sibling. No one checked on them....

Per my usual...

I am an emotional mess. I can't stop feeling weepy, and I can't clear my mind of the reason I am weepy. So the backstory.   Everyone knows I own an in home child care, and that I have been licensed for over 30 years. I have provided care for 100...