Feelings...

I sure wish I could close off all of these feelings I am having. If only. I need to stop contacting T and just let her do her thing. The thing is she is teasing us with pics of JH. She hasn't posted a pic of him on fb in months. She comes to town, and...

Dear Parents of Toddlers

Parenting is not what it is cracked up to be. With that little bundle of joy comes big responsibility. There are moments when you are going to wonder what you were thinking. There are moments when you are going to want to put your head under water in...

Overwhelmed with sorrow...

S saw the oncologist yesterday, and he set her up with hospice. She broke down and cried at the reality of it all. That makes me terribly sad. At 53 she faces death in a matter of weeks. He had hospice waiting on her at his office. Now that is...

Weekend updates...

I had a blessed weekend with my family. Sunshine came in on Friday, and we lounged, ate, had a marathon session of t.v., ate, and laughed...a lot. I colored her hair red again, and boy does that color suit her. She has the most beautiful blue eyes,...

the price we pay...

Last Wednesday night I went to my sister S's house to see her after she returned from her stay in the hospital. My sister D was there, and while I was visiting she lit a cigarette and smoked it in front of me. I kept silent. I didn't leave. Now I know...